Raindrops Keep Falling On My Head

Remember that song made famous by B.J. Thomas?
Here it is:

Raindrops keep fallin' on my head
And just like the guy whose feet are too big for his bed
Nothin' seems to fit
Those raindrops are fallin' on my head, they keep fallin'

So I just did me some talkin' to the sun
And I said I didn't like the way he got things done
Sleepin' on the job
Those raindrops are fallin' on my head, they keep fallin'

But there's one thing I know
The blues they send to meet me won't defeat me
It won't be long till happiness steps up to greet me

Raindrops keep fallin' on my head
But that doesn't mean my eyes will soon be turnin' red
Cryin's not for me'
Cause I'm never gonna stop the rain by complainin'
Because I'm free
Nothin's worryin' me

I have been discombobbled lately and I think it's because the big M is coming into my life. It's been wrecking havoc in all areas of my being - my mind, my body, my soul has been effected lately. Though I understand it's part of life, part of what happens to a woman when her body finally crosses that fine line from being young and vibrant to ...? It's the "?" that has me scared. Now what happens to me? For about two weeks I've just about felt all the emotions a human can possibly feel. Some real and some just plain weird. But I digress... I laugh at myself after an "episode" of ranting and raving; luckily my husband can step back and see the bigger picture here. He is really understanding but I think he is getting just about "tired of it". I think a Dr. appointment is in the future. I need to go and get myself checked out - really checked out. And the thought of going to a Dr. makes me want to throw up... I hate going there!

Yes, raindrops will fall! And sometimes when it rains it pours... but I know God loves me the same yesterday, today, and tomorrow! My life is in your hands, Lord. Thank you for all I have and for all I will have. Even for the changes in my life - I give you thanks. Change has to happen in order to grow into what you have in store for me. And I will accept those changes... one day at a time!